A new journey to a more positive, pleasant me.
Things I’m going to start working on:
- Decision Making
Because of recent events in my life I’ve really struggled with seeing the big picture. I’ve been stuck behind the what ifs, why nots, why mes.
I don’t like it. I’ve been scouring the internet and surveying friends and it always comes back to the same answer.
And the quickest way to change it is – yes, you guessed – with me.
So. Starting today.. tonight.
I’m going to appreciate what I have. Piles of laundry on the floor be damned, I’m going to be grateful that I have clothes. Stressful job? At least I have one.
Some days I want to move so badly I can taste the dirty Lubbock air. We’ve worked hard to get the house ready but not as quickly as I would have liked. Time to regroup and refocus. We need a list and list we shall have.
Which brings me to motivation. Not much more motivating than getting out of here needed!
And decisions need to be made. Important decisions. Will one of us move first? Can I survive staying at the in-laws temporarily? Will I transfer or take the money and run?
Mind is swirling. I have to take action. All of this sitting back and being careful is driving me crazy.
Time to think positive, be grateful, pray for clarity and see where it leads us.